i shall find solace in this hidden desire of wanting you in my life.
i ask the universe.
i question myself.

to what future shall my wishes bring me to?
i hope to be happy.
may i find peace.

when have i lost my peace of mind?
was it when i saw you as something more?
maybe it was of the regret of mylast adventure.

silence
i ask for that
patience
i pray to have
darkness
it closes my mind

meow meow stomping.

'me time have not yet arrived obviously' said pekta.

'yes that's true' answered master kitty

blink once for me
i will create dreams for you
blink once and once more
troubles will leave you

listen to silence
deafning, it is not
i cried but no more
blank staring is better

story telling will pause for now
imagination should start
i listen to my heartbeat
i listen and that's all

the pill inhibits me i think
but letting it go makes me vulnerable
normality is overrated
my uniquness will just conform

clock's ticking
panic slowly envelopes
im running out of time
but to move, i can not

i forgot how to chill

madami nanaman akong freetime.

anu ba magandang ikwento? bawal maging philosophical ngaun. hindi ko kinakaya yung comparative literature ko. though second love ko lang yun from my human sexuality class, pero my biology classes are starting to deteriorate my literary abilities!

at least i get to love wine more now:

part of Li Po's song goes like this:
if heaven had no love for wine,
there will be no wine star in heaven
if earth had no love for wine,
there will be no city called wine springs
since heaven and earth love wine,
(i forgot the last line.. haha.. pero parang:---)
i can love wine without shaming heaven

ayun lang, eto mga trip ko lately.. hahahaha.

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incoherence is a powerful skill to acquire.
oh yes it is.

darna.

ang friendster ay panira ng buhay.

bakit puro babae ang nasa picture thingy ni jepoy???????

tas nasa dulo yung nagiisang picture ko?~!

saktan!