lately, i had my fate read using tarot cards. it was sum sort of a fun fun game with a close friend reading it for me. btw, he really does know how to read the cards.

why write about it? well, why not?
hehe.. actually, i liked his readings.
well, im not going to write about the details.

anyway, this supernatural cosmic thingy is part of my pool of interests. thing is, i have this fatalistic outlook in life and so i truly believe i'll be great no matter what the hell i put myself into. you can say im a conceited, self-focused bitch. partly its true, but i think its fine to think highly of one's self as long as nobody gets hurt through all these craziness.

in summary, he did say i'll be successful and happy. so technically, ill survive my life.

iv been reading some book lately. he says he talks about some of the toltec teachings. quite cute acutally.

our free days are slowly coming to an end. focus! damn exams piled up over all these. super typhoon my a**!

ive read in some blog that the UP system will start implementing the no smoking policy and apparently "all students caught violating the said thing will be subject to disciplinary actions" (rephrased by me)
--i hope they are just kidding.

wapak!

i have exactly 35 days + 2 weeks of final exams before i officially graduate. hooray for me! hmmmm... im so excited. haha.

after that i'll prove (mostly to myself) that im better that what i seem to be.

medical school will be at hand by june and 4 years of that would just be a blur. i will conquer. i will be great.

God, i'll do good. im doing my best now. do help me.

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finished reading veronika decides to die. depressing read at first but finishing it was just wonderful. great read.