the month ends.
Posted by manang at 08:16 PM on October 31, 2007.
so now the month ends. with it i end my sadness.
for this month i finished my degree, went around with psych org friends in batangas, helped UP Sillag become more successful in its event, and probably start to chill out again.
a close friend of mine (itago natin sya sa pangalang chem instructor lian) now has a bf with ironically the same name with the guy im with. funny when we talk about our guys, we need to confirm which 'jeffrey' we're talking about.
my legs hurt from walking all day.
i feel sleepy for waking up too early and sleeping too late.
i feel icky because the heat here in la union is utterly hideous.
and because of it all, i am simply relaxed and happy.
i cant believe that after a little over four years in diliman, im back here in my room. really back. though not for good, but somehow like i have been and i have conquered. i survived my failures - all of them.
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i didnt expect graduating would have this impact on me (maybe because i was delayed by those friggin biology subjects) but then it did. technically i should be really independent now - removed from any form of parental help, but then who am i kiddin? im always this dependent little kid not ready to cross roads without a hand guiding me across.
so im a psych major wanting, hopefully ready to face the world.
of that i am. what of it then?
for this month i finished my degree, went around with psych org friends in batangas, helped UP Sillag become more successful in its event, and probably start to chill out again.
a close friend of mine (itago natin sya sa pangalang chem instructor lian) now has a bf with ironically the same name with the guy im with. funny when we talk about our guys, we need to confirm which 'jeffrey' we're talking about.
my legs hurt from walking all day.
i feel sleepy for waking up too early and sleeping too late.
i feel icky because the heat here in la union is utterly hideous.
and because of it all, i am simply relaxed and happy.
i cant believe that after a little over four years in diliman, im back here in my room. really back. though not for good, but somehow like i have been and i have conquered. i survived my failures - all of them.
----------
i didnt expect graduating would have this impact on me (maybe because i was delayed by those friggin biology subjects) but then it did. technically i should be really independent now - removed from any form of parental help, but then who am i kiddin? im always this dependent little kid not ready to cross roads without a hand guiding me across.
so im a psych major wanting, hopefully ready to face the world.
of that i am. what of it then?