my blog has been dormant for a while now. im 'planning' to change that.

i need to revive my dream of publishing a book before reaching 30.  it horrified me to realize that i am now 23, a mommy of an uber cute baby girl of less than 5 months, recently promoted to 2nd year med school and still with no idea of what story my future book will tell.

so to rekindle my self-declared writing talent, i've decided to blog again.


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******y, my ex-boyfriend-now-hubby, had just arrived back to his scranton apartment after a week of non-stop lakwatsa from manila to la union. (thank goodness my period came or else baby-number-two will start kicking inside..) i can't believe how perfect i feel whenever he's around. i've never found anyone with enough patience to listen to me talk about everything except for him and my mother.

anyway, to preoccupy myself, i read the 2nd entry of Vince's Life for 2 hours and found out it kind of sucked. dont get me wrong, i do love his writing, but i was kind of rooting for vince's life to be a perfect one. obviously, if it WAS perfectly cutie-cutie, it wouldnt sell.  i read his?/her? (im not sure if 'vince' is real or if 'he?' is even a guy) 1st book when i was staying in baguio for a summer class (i thought the baguio math100 was easier than diliman's - i was wrong).

the vince character is sooooooper romantic. i think all the girls who read his 1st book fell in love with him, or wanted some version of him for a boyfriend. it was sad 'andrea' left him. it was even sad that for more or less a year, vince still couldn't get over her. the entry of 'cat' for a 2nd gf (not a rebound girl, good job writing about that) was good, but i dont know why i cant side with her with all the andrea stuff.. i hope there's a book 3 - and please, no more new girls.. if he gets dumped again, i'll think the carachter's a loser.

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ok, that entry was hudge pudge. need more effort. bidi!

not.

First, id like to share that last april 16, 2009, i judged a PCSO lottery game. yes, "judges" there existed. I sat around from 6pm til the 9pm draw time finished, spent like 5 seconds smiling on national tv, had a free dinner and got paid 1 thousand pesos.

Ha! i got paid to bum around for the evening. Really boring i tell you but when I think about it, they PAID me to sit and smile on tv. kewlness. haha!

Experience baby, experience. 

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Second, im sleepy now. i just dont want to blog about that old thing. I've been indoors since last week. seriously.. oh! my baby turned 5mos last monday. i introduced her to Cerelac Rice and Soya.  yep. i'm still boring.

my little girl has this annoying habit of gurgling. she plays with her saliva and it scares me. i guess she seems to like the sound she makes so i cant get her to stop. hai. she's so cute my baby's the best-est baby in the whole wide universe

she recently discovered her feet and has started tasting them.  she also realized she can scream really really loud (guess she gets that from me). she has yet to start crawling and im thankful it hasn't happened yet.

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  i cant believe im writing about 'mom stuff'

 i will never be chique. chikchik only. chik chik.

 this is me right now.