Sometimes I wish my life were a movie so I can compose my own screenplay and have things how I want them. I wish I were in my own movie which I can rewind, overwrite, and reshoot. My own movie in which I can choose the cast I want to deal with.

Because I'm one selfish bitch. Too selfish that sometimes, I deliberately disregard the blessings that come my way. One selfish bitch who tends to dwell on the inconveniences that turn of events bring her.

One selfish bitch who knows that she shouldn't be. And that's what I need to learn to take control of. Discard the bad vibes, in with the good.

And I come to that same conclusion everytime I reflect. Yet every single time, I lose the drive to move on. Then I go back and dwell on the things I've been comfortable with; condemning whatever brought me inconvenience.

So yeah, some selfish bitch I am.